Articulating.. Badly
I’m probably of about average intelligence, give or take a few degrees depending on how much time has elapsed between learning about a thing, the time of the month, how much sleep/sugar/air/coffee/HRT I’ve had. But I’ve been finding it really hard to articulate how it feels to be in this moment in time on planet earth.
The disabling feeling of hurtling into an abyss of unbelievable terrorfication! Not because of choosing to jump, but because of being pushed, with millions of others off of the precipice by sweaty, flaccid, pappy white blokes whipped into some weird frenzy of cum-drenched, testosterone replacement pumped, billionaire’d, war-porn addicted, tech-bro wank-off of school playground level petulance!
WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY!?
HOW FUCKING DARE THEY!?
These silly boys who wilfully sign off on massive funding sprees for hi-tech weaponry to bomb actual children living in tents.. and seemingly gleefully sitting back and watching the inevitable outcome of systematic oppression on a global scale - kids digging cobalt out of collapsing cliff-faces in a hole of death to supply their mate’s new “humanity saving” power grid - for another instance…
Fascism is rising. The veneer of normality that cloaked everything and made us normal humans feel comfortable enough to believe things might be heading in the right direction has well and truly been smashed to pieces, with “the lads” collecting all the bits and seemingly increasingly successfully, rebuilding a new cover; an oppressive, suffocating one that people can’t break free from, that acts as a prison, a gag, a flag draped, razor wired straight jacket we’re all being man-handled into. I can see it happening! We’re watching it happen in front of us! The Palestinian people are being sacrificed as an example of what is coming for everyone down the line. The war-mongering, mouth breathing, piss-dribbled, beige (and orange), toss-pots so consumed by their own over-inflated mediocrity backed up by billions and generational power that the only way to satisfy themselves now is to literally kill children.. starting with brown ones.. then off-brown ones.. then poor ones.
I have never been so genuinely aghasted on a daily basis. The headlines have become ridiculous! Remember when the maddest it got was;
“I believe that human beings and fish can coexist peacefully”?
Yeh.. we’re in a whole other universe of clusterfuck now of;
“And then I see the disinfectant, where it knocks it out in a minute. One minute. And is there a way we can do something like that, by injection inside or almost a cleaning.”
oh and then there’s just the actual blatantly genocidal maniacal, fundamentalist religious rantings of lunatics with actual nuclear weapons who you can tell are just champing at the bit to push THE BIIIG RED BUTONNNN!!!
Fuck me! LADS! Can you fucking just stop it to fuck! These are the same fuckers mentally as the absolute dickheads who decided to name the bomb that wiped out Hiroshima “Little Boy”… that’s all you need to know.